You can’t disguise a heart while it’s breaking
Stick a fork in me…I’M EFFING DONE..!
I’m beyond sick of my life..I can’t do this anymore. I’m just a girl…i screwed up..i royally screwed up (which i might add seems to be a scary pattern of my life lately) and i don’t know where to go from here! This years has been nothing but a nightmare with the occasional happy moments…I’m sorry. no other way to put it. I would never, ever, ever, want to do anything to hurt you! I can’t believe one stupid moment in time can really shatter years of a friendship…I’m terribly, terribly sorry. lately my effort has been put towards breathing and just trying to get by….I’M SORRY from the bottom of my heart..whats killing me is I don’t think any of the words that will come out of my mouth..my heart.. would even reach you…
